emo again..
suppose to be a happy day but yea..i am happy
and tired...
must be pms-ing now..
oh well..
we had charity day today..
the gals danced and nicholas.. was AWESOME!! hehe..
and a few bi_ches made me so happy. coz they were like hmm.. not naked but u can see their CUTE bras.. haha.. *thank god i don have to do that to get attraction from guys*
and we collected like 300++ for the day.. i tot it was gd considering that we did not spent a cent on anything at all... just lots and lots of practise..
will post up some of the pics soon..
it takes forever to upload the pictures, thus making me lazy to do so..
damn connection...
and yeah..
i enjoyed my day
had asam fish and yong tau fu for dinner..
and ms ng bought us lunch as well..
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Friday, July 27, 2007
sorry peeps..
shouldnt hv just left my last post there and made everyone worry.
i am fine..
just needed some attention..
haha..
oh well..
time flies recently..
and i am reli tired..
not been sleeping well.. or should i say not enough sleep these few weeks..
coz of.... many many reasons..
haha..
we had to prepare for CHARITY DRIVE next week..
and yeah.. still working on the posters.. should be able to see them next monday..
hmm..
nothing much to write coz i am so tired.. haha..
slept at 8 ++ ealier and went for supper..
still.. i am sleepy.. haha..
wat a pig..
nightz..
u too have a gd night.. =)
shouldnt hv just left my last post there and made everyone worry.
i am fine..
just needed some attention..
haha..
oh well..
time flies recently..
and i am reli tired..
not been sleeping well.. or should i say not enough sleep these few weeks..
coz of.... many many reasons..
haha..
we had to prepare for CHARITY DRIVE next week..
and yeah.. still working on the posters.. should be able to see them next monday..
hmm..
nothing much to write coz i am so tired.. haha..
slept at 8 ++ ealier and went for supper..
still.. i am sleepy.. haha..
wat a pig..
nightz..
u too have a gd night.. =)
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
haha..
first i am a bitch then i am a fucker..
the whole break up thing seems to be all my fault..
haha..
maybe i am to blame the most but y make things ugly after we break up?
it is a fact that he wasnt gd to me before this..
it is a fact that i told him that i wanted to make things right
it is a fact that i dumped him coz i gave up in him
i tried and tried and i am tired of trying
and when i gave up on him.
he thinks i am not giving him a chance..
life is so fair
u fall in love wit someone
try hard to make someone love u the way you wan
start crying when they tell u don be so sensitive
u never cyr so much in ur life
and everytime u cry u feel your heart torn apart
then he'll tell u.. BE STRONG and stop crying over small stuff
he's everythign to u and u can do everything for him
you'll do wateva he says and eventually u become another person
then u start to wonder if this is the real you..
no.. it's not.. and you do feel sad when he doesnt say he loves you
he doens hold your hand and he's not there when u needed him the most..
u get fed up of things and u will try to break up
but u just cant live without him
the second time,
you succeed.
then he'll tell the whole world that he loves you so much and u din even look back..
and you?? you'll just listen to what he says because you feel guilty
then u let him break ur heart even when u know deep down inside,
u still love him.. a little.. just a little..
u feel sad when u see he cries
u feel hurt when he call u a fucker..
u just get hurt and still ppl thinks that its all your fault..
life is so fair..
first i am a bitch then i am a fucker..
the whole break up thing seems to be all my fault..
haha..
maybe i am to blame the most but y make things ugly after we break up?
it is a fact that he wasnt gd to me before this..
it is a fact that i told him that i wanted to make things right
it is a fact that i dumped him coz i gave up in him
i tried and tried and i am tired of trying
and when i gave up on him.
he thinks i am not giving him a chance..
life is so fair
u fall in love wit someone
try hard to make someone love u the way you wan
start crying when they tell u don be so sensitive
u never cyr so much in ur life
and everytime u cry u feel your heart torn apart
then he'll tell u.. BE STRONG and stop crying over small stuff
he's everythign to u and u can do everything for him
you'll do wateva he says and eventually u become another person
then u start to wonder if this is the real you..
no.. it's not.. and you do feel sad when he doesnt say he loves you
he doens hold your hand and he's not there when u needed him the most..
u get fed up of things and u will try to break up
but u just cant live without him
the second time,
you succeed.
then he'll tell the whole world that he loves you so much and u din even look back..
and you?? you'll just listen to what he says because you feel guilty
then u let him break ur heart even when u know deep down inside,
u still love him.. a little.. just a little..
u feel sad when u see he cries
u feel hurt when he call u a fucker..
u just get hurt and still ppl thinks that its all your fault..
life is so fair..
Monday, July 23, 2007
·$#FF8040dhanish says:
damn scary la...
·$#FF8040dhanish says:
haha...
jyn♥jiani says:
no la
jyn♥jiani says:
she got bf
jyn♥jiani says:
and i just broke up
jyn♥jiani says:
and my ex is trying to be my best fren
jyn♥jiani says:
and the one i like ignore me
jyn♥jiani says:
is tat ok?
jyn♥jiani says:
and i screw up my math paper
jyn♥jiani says:
my mum cried coz she's upset with me
jyn♥jiani says:
my dad thinks im bull ting
jyn♥jiani says:
u think tat's fine???
You have just sent a nudge.
·$#FF8040dhanish says:
damn bored...
·$#FF8040dhanish says:
haix...
damn scary la...
·$#FF8040dhanish says:
haha...
jyn♥jiani says:
no la
jyn♥jiani says:
she got bf
jyn♥jiani says:
and i just broke up
jyn♥jiani says:
and my ex is trying to be my best fren
jyn♥jiani says:
and the one i like ignore me
jyn♥jiani says:
is tat ok?
jyn♥jiani says:
and i screw up my math paper
jyn♥jiani says:
my mum cried coz she's upset with me
jyn♥jiani says:
my dad thinks im bull ting
jyn♥jiani says:
u think tat's fine???
You have just sent a nudge.
·$#FF8040dhanish says:
damn bored...
·$#FF8040dhanish says:
haix...
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Friday, July 20, 2007
Thursday, July 19, 2007
guess wat??
i'm going for vb later..
i am so excited!!
hehehe..
Esther said there's only two things that would make me excited.
guys and vb!!!
wth??!!!
it's damn true..
hahaha.. especially athletes.. gosh.. they re just HOTT!!
hehe..
it's been quite a while since i last played..
i do hope that i can still dig the ball properly..
and man.. guys don reli makes me excited..
i am more interested in gals that re 'HOT'
or should i say gals that think that they re hot..
don u think it is funny when a gal thinks that she herself is hot??
i mean ok.. maybe she has confidence and all..
but at least respect urself.. behave properly and let ppl respect u as a nice and hot gals..
offering sex to other guys is definitely the least 'hot' way to gain self respect..
u might be hot but when u just wanna hump some guys and asked them for a threesome.. u just too......... hmm.... SHALLOW..
second case,
if u think u re hot.. fine..
i don mind.. but at least be nice to ppl around u...
don lie don show off to ppl that how rich u re and how many guys hv commited suicide for u and pls.. don try to be seductive in our class when there's only one pathetic nicholas which is michele's one.. you would NOT turn us on ok??
and hot chicks out there..
pls dress properly.. don be too lala.. but.. once in a while lala is not so bad.. hahah..
and the most important thing is SMILE.. no matter hw hot u re.. if u don smile, u re just a cold gal which will cause other gals to think that u re arrogant adn snobbish..*we re GALS*
take care hot chicks..
u can be hot if u work hard!!!! hahaha..
this is so lame la.. but sorry .. i am reli excited..
i'm going for vb later..
i am so excited!!
hehehe..
Esther said there's only two things that would make me excited.
guys and vb!!!
wth??!!!
it's damn true..
hahaha.. especially athletes.. gosh.. they re just HOTT!!
hehe..
it's been quite a while since i last played..
i do hope that i can still dig the ball properly..
and man.. guys don reli makes me excited..
i am more interested in gals that re 'HOT'
or should i say gals that think that they re hot..
don u think it is funny when a gal thinks that she herself is hot??
i mean ok.. maybe she has confidence and all..
but at least respect urself.. behave properly and let ppl respect u as a nice and hot gals..
offering sex to other guys is definitely the least 'hot' way to gain self respect..
u might be hot but when u just wanna hump some guys and asked them for a threesome.. u just too......... hmm.... SHALLOW..
second case,
if u think u re hot.. fine..
i don mind.. but at least be nice to ppl around u...
don lie don show off to ppl that how rich u re and how many guys hv commited suicide for u and pls.. don try to be seductive in our class when there's only one pathetic nicholas which is michele's one.. you would NOT turn us on ok??
and hot chicks out there..
pls dress properly.. don be too lala.. but.. once in a while lala is not so bad.. hahah..
and the most important thing is SMILE.. no matter hw hot u re.. if u don smile, u re just a cold gal which will cause other gals to think that u re arrogant adn snobbish..*we re GALS*
take care hot chicks..
u can be hot if u work hard!!!! hahaha..
this is so lame la.. but sorry .. i am reli excited..
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Sunday, July 15, 2007
呵呵
我好颓废哦
书不读
又上网了
离测验的日子也不太遥远
可是，心就是定不下来。。。真糟糕。。
刚刚在读着名人的部落格。。
这是我最喜欢的***
她的文笔很好、超赞的
读了很有感觉
一直都希望自己能有一手好文笔
但偏偏怎么都写不出
哈哈。。。
没天分就是没天分。。
换了blog skin感觉好清新
发现自己最近都嫌弃黯淡的颜色
黑色的底
让我看了有一丝丝的难过
看了有几分的心痛
就只是颜色也能改变一个人的心情
真的很妙吧
总觉得颜色真的很中要
沉闷与难过的日子里总希望有些明亮的颜色让我心情好百倍
曾经那个无忧无虑的我总是喜欢让人有酷的感觉所以之前都暗暗的颜色
随着年龄的增长
我们的烦恼也多了
可是我们也学会了如何解决问题
在未来的日子里也能对应自如
长大真好
哈哈。。。。。。
我好颓废哦
书不读
又上网了
离测验的日子也不太遥远
可是，心就是定不下来。。。真糟糕。。
刚刚在读着名人的部落格。。
这是我最喜欢的***
她的文笔很好、超赞的
读了很有感觉
一直都希望自己能有一手好文笔
但偏偏怎么都写不出
哈哈。。。
没天分就是没天分。。
换了blog skin感觉好清新
发现自己最近都嫌弃黯淡的颜色
黑色的底
让我看了有一丝丝的难过
看了有几分的心痛
就只是颜色也能改变一个人的心情
真的很妙吧
总觉得颜色真的很中要
沉闷与难过的日子里总希望有些明亮的颜色让我心情好百倍
曾经那个无忧无虑的我总是喜欢让人有酷的感觉所以之前都暗暗的颜色
随着年龄的增长
我们的烦恼也多了
可是我们也学会了如何解决问题
在未来的日子里也能对应自如
长大真好
哈哈。。。。。。
Saturday, July 14, 2007
it's like 10.02 now..
and i woke up at 9.30..
i hv no idea why i wake up so early
i just couldnt sleep like my those piggy fren--- zhi qi till 12 or 1...
hahaha..
i hv an announcement to make!!!!
i hv a new roomate!!!
proudly present
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CHERYL
the HOT STUFF!!!
*oh gog.. look at my dark circles..it's like i've not been sleeping for nights.. *
yea.. she's pretty and hot and she has damn noice complextion
or ur information,
she's jeff's cousin
i thought i was going to be DOOM if she's staying here..
hehehe..
but thank god i've got a new cool fren..
stylish and hot!! hehe..
k now..
need to go back to my maths..
hv a nice day =)
and i woke up at 9.30..
i hv no idea why i wake up so early
i just couldnt sleep like my those piggy fren--- zhi qi till 12 or 1...
hahaha..
i hv an announcement to make!!!!
i hv a new roomate!!!
proudly present
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CHERYL
the HOT STUFF!!!
*oh gog.. look at my dark circles..it's like i've not been sleeping for nights.. *
yea.. she's pretty and hot and she has damn noice complextion
or ur information,
she's jeff's cousin
i thought i was going to be DOOM if she's staying here..
hehehe..
but thank god i've got a new cool fren..
stylish and hot!! hehe..
k now..
need to go back to my maths..
hv a nice day =)
woke up like 8 sth in the morning
just couldnt sleep
around 11.. me and my frens went to sunagi wang to ceck out the cell phones..
my first choice was nokia 6300
it's slim and stylish and the most important thing is............. drop till you siao also wont spoile!!! *bwahahaha*
then someone recommended me se k550i..
isnt that HOTTT!!!
cybershot, slim, stylish and wit fm stereo and mp3.. 1 gb memory!!!!!
gosh!!! i am soooooo in love with my new HP!!!
yeah.. it's mine now..
i know white looks so much better but it's like 40 bucks more.. so.. i choose the black one which only coz me rm700 and memory card rm105.. round up to rm805 only!!!!!
whr can u get such good phone with such BEAUTIFUL price??
hahaha... i am so excited!!!! hehe..
oh well.
if u need to buy any cell phone or accessories, just gv me a call and i'll gv u the number.. it's in low yat.. if i am not mistaken the stall is call CT or sth..
hv a gd weekend peeps..
will try to update as often as possible..
=)
just couldnt sleep
around 11.. me and my frens went to sunagi wang to ceck out the cell phones..
my first choice was nokia 6300
it's slim and stylish and the most important thing is............. drop till you siao also wont spoile!!! *bwahahaha*
then someone recommended me se k550i..
isnt that HOTTT!!!
cybershot, slim, stylish and wit fm stereo and mp3.. 1 gb memory!!!!!
gosh!!! i am soooooo in love with my new HP!!!
yeah.. it's mine now..
i know white looks so much better but it's like 40 bucks more.. so.. i choose the black one which only coz me rm700 and memory card rm105.. round up to rm805 only!!!!!
whr can u get such good phone with such BEAUTIFUL price??
hahaha... i am so excited!!!! hehe..
oh well.
if u need to buy any cell phone or accessories, just gv me a call and i'll gv u the number.. it's in low yat.. if i am not mistaken the stall is call CT or sth..
hv a gd weekend peeps..
will try to update as often as possible..
=)
Thursday, July 05, 2007
当你喜欢一个人时，你想和他在一起，因为他会带给你快乐；
离开后，你会想念，向着想着就会笑，然后继续你平静的生活，并期待着与他再次重逢。
当你爱一个人时，你想和他在一起，那是种牵肠挂肚的舍不得，怕他不能好好照顾自己；
离开后，你也会想念，想着想着叹一口气：“不知他现在过得怎样！” 然后你继续平静的生活，并期待着他早日回到你身边。
你喜欢的人在你眼中是天使，无所不能，他总会满足你任性的要求。
你爱的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不希望他做什么“好事”，只一味纵容他那些哭笑不得的举动。
你会希望你喜欢的人陪着你，然而你心中想的可能是你的爱人；
你会希望陪在你爱的人身边，看他在你面前水的安逸甜美毫不设防，你会微笑，会觉得好幸福。
你喜欢的人伤害了你，你会生气，并且一定要让他哄着骗着逗你笑你才原谅他；
你爱的人伤害了你，你只会独自伤心，因为你怕大吼大叫会吓着他，你忧伤地笑着，看着他的眼睛，一旦发现他的眼里流露出歉意和悔恨，你会立即心疼地抱着他。
你可以同时喜欢很多人，你会希望和很多人在一起，但也许很多年以后你才发现，原来你爱的就只有那么一个，怎么都不会变，你以为把他忘记了，其实你只是忙得没空想起而已。
对于你喜欢的人，你关注的是他的优点；
对于你爱的人，你关注的是他的缺点，并且那些缺点如果无关原则的话，他们在你眼里是可爱的，独一无二的。
有人说爱一个人很累，的确是，因为你想为他承担，可是爱与喜欢相比，最大的魅力就在于：当你和爱的人在一起时，你的感觉就像回家了。
喜欢是在楼道里碰上他，愉快地和他打声招呼，再简单寒暄几句，擦肩而过的时候看见窗外明媚的阳光，心情无端好了起来。
爱是在楼道里看见他，脸上装得毫不在乎，但在擦肩而过时细心感觉身边颤动的空气，于是忍不住回头望一眼。
喜欢是看到他和另一个女孩牵手走过，心里有点点疼，但很快会冲着朝阳重新扬起笑脸！
爱是一场输不起的游戏，付出全部之后，留下的可能仅仅是刻在心底的一道伤痕！
喜欢和爱其实只有一纸之隔，任何爱都从喜欢开始，当有一天你突然发现，你喜欢的人在你眼中不再完美，而他的瑕疵正如月中桂影一般让你更加依依不舍，你会觉得与他光彩照人的一面相比，你更愿意看他在你面前无助的表情，不知道是不是应该祝贺你。。。
总之，你的感情升华了。
got this from yunying's
blog..
it some how make sense but yet confusing.
i just got fed-up of ppl telling me i should give him another chance.
who was there beside me when i cried for him? who really know what have i been through? who knew that i had tried?
pls... just be with me and shut up..
it might be harsh but yes.. i'm sorry to say that.. just shut up..
i tried to make things work out and i had to give up.. i'm tired.. pls be understanding. i just need you to be there for me.. and just be there for me..
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
no worries peeps..
i'm perfectly fine..
i donno why but i somehow got wasted last night..
and i had all the wine rasheson my back..
ithcy and pain..
there will be no second time for me to be wasted again..
i don even know why i got wasted in the first place.
i was the one who broke up with him..
i probably feel guilty and depres..
i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry..
i'm perfectly fine..
i donno why but i somehow got wasted last night..
and i had all the wine rasheson my back..
ithcy and pain..
there will be no second time for me to be wasted again..
i don even know why i got wasted in the first place.
i was the one who broke up with him..
i probably feel guilty and depres..
i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry..
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Monday, July 02, 2007
well.
i went back to jb and i was busy and tired..
friday was a looooooooong day for me..
we got onto this crappy bus it was making funny noises all the time but the seat was still ok..
then.. round 5 sth.. we stopped at seremban to repair the bus.. it took like an hour to finish everything.. so i thought erything was going to be fine after that but it din.. damn it!! we were stuck in the middle of the road.. the bus couldnt move at all.. we actually had to tumpang some other buses to get back to jb... it was tghe longest trip i've ever had.. 7 hours of journey just to go back to jb.. god!!
then long yi came and pick me up from larkin and we went to sagittarius cafe for a drink.. and of coz we had LOKLOK on our way back to sin yee's house..
saturday was definitely a damn long day to me.. i was so proud of myself that i am atually such a patient person..
went to ssi early int he morning.. catched up wit the teachers and friends.. then we sin yeeli teng and i went to kerry's for lunch.. we had the darn good mee hun kuey!! p/s esther, this is wat i call real mee hun kuey!! hahaa..
then waited for ziwang to pick me up for a volley balll game!! i was so excited coz i haven been watching volley ball games for so long and now i get to see singapore poly, singapore police force, singapore youth, kota tinggi with all the national players, jb's sukma team, vajb, zw's team and kulai play.. they were all darn good!! and darn pro.. especially the 13 from sg police foce, he was so buffed up and gosh.he was hot and the point is he played soooooo well!!!!!
two days in a row i was in kulai watching volleyball and fell sick on monday..so i din go to col.. damn it!! i missed ms doh's cake!!! they din keep any for me.. u selfish ppl!! hehehe..
and so the final results was 1st place *drum rolling* KOTA TINGGI i respect them man..
1st runner up SINGAPORE POLICE FORCE
2nd runner up SINGAPORE POLY
3rd runner up zw's team
zw team was playing real bad yesterday.. they could hv won sg poly but curse the organisers made them play till 1.30 in the morning on satuday and 10.30 in the morning again with sg police.. they were darn tired and the setter sucks.. and u know wat? sg poly plays strategy.. they doplay volleyball. they don spike at all coz they were damn lousy coz we had gd players.. we can blok and spike.. what's the point of playing volleyball without spikin?? so winning is all what matter is it?? damn...
well.. had a great time in jb eventhough i had to sit from 2.30pm-1.30am on sat and 9.30am-5.30pm on sunday.. darn tired.. but it's darn worth it..the match btw sg police force and kota tinggi was the best game i've ever seen!!
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