simply me

haha..
first i am a bitch then i am a fucker..
the whole break up thing seems to be all my fault..
haha..
maybe i am to blame the most but y make things ugly after we break up?
it is a fact that he wasnt gd to me before this..
it is a fact that i told him that i wanted to make things right
it is a fact that i dumped him coz i gave up in him
i tried and tried and i am tired of trying
and when i gave up on him.
he thinks i am not giving him a chance..

life is so fair
u fall in love wit someone
try hard to make someone love u the way you wan
start crying when they tell u don be so sensitive
u never cyr so much in ur life
and everytime u cry u feel your heart torn apart
then he'll tell u.. BE STRONG and stop crying over small stuff
he's everythign to u and u can do everything for him
you'll do wateva he says and eventually u become another person
then u start to wonder if this is the real you..
no.. it's not.. and you do feel sad when he doesnt say he loves you
he doens hold your hand and he's not there when u needed him the most..
u get fed up of things and u will try to break up
but u just cant live without him
the second time,
you succeed.
then he'll tell the whole world that he loves you so much and u din even look back..
and you?? you'll just listen to what he says because you feel guilty
then u let him break ur heart even when u know deep down inside,
u still love him.. a little.. just a little..
u feel sad when u see he cries
u feel hurt when he call u a fucker..
u just get hurt and still ppl thinks that its all your fault..
life is so fair..