it's just so funny how friendship works isnt it?
one day u re his best-est friend who knows everything bout her..
then came his dream gal.. u re no longer the first person he would thought of..
then the break up that almost killed him..
u were there.. at least u try to be there for him..
then he found his new frens.. alas, u re forgotten..
no more long distance calls just to update about his day..
no more text telling u how bad was his day..
u re forgotten...
no longer in his mind..
till one day, when he needs u again..
maybe.. u wont even be on his friend list anymore..
this is what u call friend..
lol..





started working ytd..
everything was ok..
but i felt stupid then..
coz i din knw where to get the clothes..
then.. all the folding and rolling makes me headache..
hahhaa..
anyway, i did enjoy working..
at least i wont be sleeping and C.S.I-ing at home the whole day!!

so ytd,
after work arnd 7,
zw came pick me up then we headed to permas for dinner..
permas and town it's like 20 minutes away..
and permas from my house it's like 45 minutes away..
anyway, the point is permas is reli far..
so.. we park our car by the beach.. (having a famous nasi lemak at the beach)
then we were so happy coz it was a gd parking site..
we went out of the car and then only found out that the shop was close!!
damn it!!
si we went back and guess wat??
the car cannot start!!!!!!!!!
and a whole lot of this and that happened..
then i finally got home and fell into deep sleep..
lol..
daddy needs his laptop back..
so i'll tell u the story when i see u..
chaos...

=)

heheh
i am waaaayyyy too free now..
could do anything i like wit money of course.. lol..
so since i am broke.. staying at home blogging seems to be the only thing i could do now.. lol..
ok..
finals have finally ended last wed..
i swear i felt like crying when the clock was showing 2 40 pm...
finally.. evrything... sam has ended..
i thought i did better than trials..
hopefully my results would turn out to be good.

straight after my chem paper..
i got a ride from sam and he sent me to pyramid's bus stop..
and i arrive jb aorund 9...
felt so happy to be at home...
hang out wit my long yi.. lol.. brought me to shogun for jap buffet... *yummy!!!*
then.. uncle and family came from sg for dinenr at my place..
ever since my grandma left us, we haven been spending much time together..
miss grandma so much...

went to the dentist with zw on sunday..
and he gave me a ride home...
<3

then came back yestday..
packed my stuff
and was sent to my uncle's place today..
went shopping wit pei yi ytd and spent so much money...
hehe..

ok ok .. i knw this entry is kind of bored..
hehe.. but... wat to do?? eng not good MAR~haha..
prom tmr and i am back to jb again!!!
gonna start working next mon~

yeah...
u guys can come see me in cs..
will be working in levi's
=)

隐私被侵犯了
那时什么样的感觉？
赤裸裸的感觉，
羞耻，愧疚又带点发怒
之因为真正的你被人知道了
你所想隐藏的一面被人看见了
只能用愤怒来掩饰你的不安

那侵犯别人的隐私
又感觉如何？
有点刺激，懊悔，
明明知道不对却忍不住想知道
贪婪。。。

部落格里的是自己吗？
那个别人都认识的自己吗？
还是一个想呈现在别人面前那个惹人爱的人？
我们有多诚恳 不知道
只是很多时候我们写的跟现实生活中是不一样的人
我们那么不知不觉地在以为自己就是手上一字一句写的自己
然而真正放不下，自私，斤斤计较的也正是我们没有发现的自己
一直认为只要别人没有说出你的缺点不代表你是个好人
只有当你开口问，才会知道原来自己的缺点
可是，原意面对与承认自己缺点的又有几个？
承认了原意改变那才叫勇敢

你真的知道你是谁吗？