Friday, May 23, 2008


i googled one night stand. and this is what it was shown.
yeap yeap yeap..
jyn is gonna talk bout one night stand tonight..
hehe..
hv u ever had one night stand?
have u ever kissed a random in a club?
hv u ever found urself drunk in someone else's arm?
nope nope nope.
other than the fact that i was once kissed by some guy i met from the club, but i pushed him away. eventho i found out he was so hot later on. ahaha..
anyway..
in any condition at all.
i will not say yes to any of the above.
first of all.
to me,
kissing is sth very very intimate.
it is sth really special to me.
i've seen ppl kissing in a club.
and they were just kissing gd bye.
it was just their way of 'communication'.
it is not just kiss on the cheeks.
it's french kiss.
it's the type of kiss only for the one u like.
i wonder how they do it.
i probably feel disgusted kissing someone random.
i rmb,
i felt disgusted when i hv to share a drink or a towel with my fren.
but i feel it was ok if i share a towel with my bf..
and kissing is the same to me..
it's just sth tat's too personal..
when there is no kissing
don even talk about having one night stand.
i hv frens that do that.
arent they afraid of std?
and what if the gal they re fucking are bad kisser?
what if they suck on bed?
sex is sth so.. so.. so... much more special than anything else.
it is meant for ppl with feelings. not just randoms..
and pls.
drunk is not a gd excuse at all.
i always think that no matter how drunk u re.
it is not possible that u wont rmb a thing at all..
no matter how drunk u re.
u re always still be able to think. use ur brain.
u gotta be self-discipline.
to control ur urge for a kiss or sex.
pls ppl.
use ur brain.
it's just an excuse when u say u cant think.
it's just an excuse for them to take advantage of u.
hv u ever watched knocked up??
she got pregnant because of one nigth stand
and in reality,
fairy tales will not happen.
there will nvr be happily ever after.
especially a guy that is sooo bad quality.
pls.
don even try to come near me if u look like shit.
yes.
i am very very particular about looks
u can call me a bitch or whatever u like.
but if i think i don like how u look.
we will only be frens.
just frens.
don even think of holding me in ur arms
anyway.
if i was pregnant
i would rather hv an abortion
a baby of a stranger??
hell no!!
the consequences are just to serious for me to do anything stupid.
what if he is a married man and u din know?
what if he is a AIDS carrier?
std?
no no no no no..
think ppl
think..
eventho abortion is an option
but trust me.
it's not gonna be fun at all...
think
think
think.
vivian
re u proud of me?
i went clubbing once the week before last.
din go last week
and might not go this week..
i kept my promise..
=)

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