i knew we were different
just that i didnt know it was this much of differences.

i told him i miss him
but i take it back now.
coz i know
he is not the one.
he gave me sth unforgettable.
he gave me a great time.
but we re better off as fren.

we re just too different.
two different individual that will nvr connect.
at least now.

i will not miss u anymore.
=)

你有权利情绪化

你不一定要坚强

但有些事情不能伪装别为自己设了框

我懂失去的悲伤 也懂进退的挣扎

但想起过去都是失望 又何必要放不下

是习惯还是爱

不放心还是不甘心

只有你自己知道解答

其实你没有那么爱他

真的不需要那么想他

编织过的梦想自己也可以抵达

说一定要有他

其实你没有那么爱他

没有深陷到不可自拔

认清了真心话你就放得下

深呼吸 抬头望

发现天空很宽广 这世界那么大

幸福总会在某个地方

其实你没有那么爱他

真的不需要那么想他

拥有过的计划留给值得的对象

你知道不会是他

其实你没有那么爱他

没有深陷到不可自拔

认清了真心话你就放得下

we re better off as frens

and i appreciate that

a lot

=)








so proud of myself.

loving myself more and more.

<3

5 days..

shortest relationship ever.

but anyway.

it ended nicely.

there wasnt a fight

there wasnt a tear

there were just two ppl.

warm and cold.

which will nvr hv chemistry.

it was awesome.

it was beautiful.

he was the best bf ever.

=)

i have a heart that's made out of plastic.

it will nvr be broken.

soooooo..
as usual..
clubbing on the weekends..
but this weekend was special.. hehe..
coz i pretty much hang out at yoshi's wit yoshi and family..

back to clubbing..
yea..
ytd.. was pretty awesome in blvd..
the music and the dancing.. was really fun..
until..
around 2 sth.. a glass fell from the table..

the stupid me was thinking maybe i shld just move the broken glasses a little so that ppl wont get hurt.
so. wit my open toe heels, i kicked it underneath the table and yea.. i cut myself
and it started bleeding.
i had never been cut so badly in my entire life.
can u imagine blood was dripping all over the floor.
all i was thinking is pls get me a bandage and some cotton pls.
coz ppl just freak out when they see the amount of blood.
especially when i came out of the toilet,
when the tissues were all red.. ALL...
and it was soooooooo painful...
i tried to hold my tears when everyone was looking and then broke down when me and edison was left alone..

then poor yoshi had to carry me down the stairs and to the car..
as u know i am not light at all..
so. he really tried very hard just to make sure i am alright.
and i donno if it was the weather, the rain or the blood losing. i was shievering even when i was sitting right under the heater..

this evening,
was going my home.
but i seriously have no idea how to get home coz they actually don hv bus service that comes directly from yoshi's. which means,
i have to catch a train home.
so i went to the customer service to ask and the guy was worse than me.
he just gave me a directory and i have to figured out myself..
i almost got lost when i get off the train coz i need to get to another bus interchange.
thank god there were ppl around to ask or i would hv been crying on the street in my broken toe which is still bleeding at 730 now.
and it took me 2 hours to get home..
so not goign to yoshi's on sundays anymore..

k peepss
that's all for this weekend..
hv a nice week =)

vivian, daniel, edison, yoshi
edison, tan, tan's gal, vivian, yoshi and daniel
vivian
yoshi

me likeY this pic..

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damn..

stupid me.. left my blog's link on my facebook...

and i just added a few frens..

hope that they re not bothered to read it..

it's going to be soooooo embarassing...

shit..
stupid me..

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oh well..

these are some pic taken last saturday..

was super tired..

but because of sheena.. i went..

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been pretty busy these few weeks..

clubbing, working, uni and sex and the city..

i hardly hv time for my frens..

can u imagine i haven been to the city for a whole month???!!

i used to go to the city EVERYDAY. or once a week..

but now, just too busy wit stuffs.

so i told my manager and i am off on saturday as well!!!

wooohooooooo~~~

and guess what?

i have like 3 assignment due in a month time and quizes to be done before next week.

also, another one to hand in on thurs..

damn.. hate it..

been really really busy..

and for your information, using msn is really expensive for me coz i am using uni's connection

and that means you pay for evreything,

using the internet.. pay..

so..

that's why u haven seen me online lately..

in aus, there's this thing call fire alarm.

which is essential for every household to have it in every single corner of the house in case there is a fire.

at first, i was pretty amased bi the fact that the goverment really care bout hte safety of their citizen coz they make it a compulsory to every house.

then.. one day..

jyn was making lunch...

sausages, eggs and stir fried mix vege..

and BOOM!

the stupid fire alarm went off!!

i freak out...

coz there were no smoke at alll....

then there goes 105 dollar...

the lady from the office said it was the oil stain on the stove. that made it went off..

and we cant do anythign about it..

then..

3 days later..

jyn was making the same food for dinner..

guess what?

u guys know the answer..

it went off again!!

it was so annoying and i got famous coz

JYN IS THE GAL THAT SETS OFF THE FIRE ALARM..

and when they see me they will like,

"hey i heard u set off the fire alarm.. "

then i had to..

" haha..

yea... "

seriously ppl,

this is so annoying..

coz ppl that i know burn their food, microwave smoked, and eveyrthing.

the alarm was alright, but when i cook, it just hate me sooo much..

another 105 dollar..

it's like RM 315.

can u imagine i mad i was?!!

and the best thing is,

it's the alarm in the living room that went off not the one in the kitchen.

i hate latrobe soooooooo much...

ok.. i don. i just hate the management.

i always get really angry when i talk about this.

so ok.

end of story bye bye.

miss malaysia a lot..

i wanna goooooo hommeee...

a scaty pic before i go..

i look terrified..

hahaa...

seriously..

worse pic ever..

been clubbing a lot. hehe..
i know i know. since when i don?
met many ppl from the club pretty, cute, funny, hot and of coz extremely attractive guy.

so.. yes.
there is this extremely attractive guy. half jap half cina.
tall, funny, can cook, wit a damn nice body and seriously EXTREMELY gorgeous man.
every single gal form the club would love to dance wit him. do the dirty dance and maybe hoping to get laid.
when i say evry single gal, i meant me as well. haha..
but when he dances with me. i somehow tried to move my ass further from his- u know what-

the thin is. i realise that no matter who i am dancing wit, i feel very intimadating when they come too close to me. i would actually be rude and push them away.
i don understand how they could do all the sexy and SEXy move with total stranger.
is it just me that i am too conservative?

but i don see why i shouldnt do that. coz i still get to know ppl that can really dance and that is what i call dance baby! woohhooo~~

when ppl say opposite attracts. i know that is true but i am tellign u, i went to this aussie club last week and almost cant believe what i see.

hot chicks with hot guys.
hot chicks with ah-hem guys
ah-hem chicks with hot guys.
and of coz.
ah-hem chicks with ah-hem guys.

what the hell ppl..
i am sorry but i don dance with guys i think is ah-hem and looks gay.
lol.. sorry for being judgemental. but the thing is, u are going to do moves and dances that would probably be quite SEXy. of coz u wan someone that could turn u on man..
why would u dance with someone that makes u wanna puke?

this doesnt happen in asian clubs tho.
the tempreture rises so fast that they don have to turn the heater on.
coz everyone looks hot!
at least they all try to be hot!

i am seriously telling u.
not only that i find it a bit dususting but also,
i am really surprise and solute to the aussie gals.
they just dress in whatever they think is hot.
without thinking of what size they are.
i know it's suppose to be good coz they might look worse if they don dress like that.
but still...
think about it..
would u dance with a gal like that?

when we all say no.
the guys in ausssie would just move their ass on the dance floor..

asian and aussie??
totally different.


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the super gorgeous guy ask me out.
should i go?
hehehe..