simply me

it's gonna be a long long one.. and it's not even finish.. hehe...


4/6
紧紧的拥抱 我昏了头
紧张 担忧 幸福 交际着
害怕伤害了你们的心
懊恼 愧疚
这样的感觉很痛
请不要再抱我

27/5
Back to jb..
Ve been sleeping and reading Cleo on the bus..
Speaking about the bus.. something happened..
I was so sleepy which I donno why…. when I opened my eyes, I saw the bus driver at the toll and paying for the ticket
For your information, KONSORTIUM is a non-stop KL-JB bus trip..
So I assumed that we had reached skudai toll counter..
I packed my stuff and called my mum and tod her to come pick me up for the station.. I’ll reach in no time..
Then, I walked to the driver and told him, pls stop at Sri Skudai bus stop
The bus driver was looking rather confused and glared at me like I’m alien or sth.. I din reli bother and walked back to my seat.. when I was walking, most of the passengers were looking at me.... with doubts on their faces.. As I sit down I realized why every1 has been giving me the weird look.. we were only at YONG PENG!! Damn it! Damn it! I had to call my mum again to tell her my ‘malu’ story....
I don really know why am I so ‘blur’.. well, I’m just.... me… hehe...
Sometime, it’s good to be blur.. just trying to live the way you want no bother what ppl say.. well, not really not bother, but like.. erm.. just.. too blur to notice what ppl say about u… u’ll feel less hurt, giving you less trouble.. isn’t that a good thing???
CHEERS for the BLUR!!


29/5
I’m on my way to sg!!!!! Yeah!!! Ok.. no yeah.. I had to bring dinner to sg for my bros and in law.. in a huge bag.. when I say huge, I mean really huge.. can u imagine me carrying a big bag with 6 big containers.. I was so scared that the police officers might suspect that I am a drug trafficker or sth.. haha.. I know I think a lot.. and thank god, they din stop me and question me..

30/5
I when to SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC!! The school compound is so BIG!!! Really big!!! It’s like 3 or 5 taylors.. ok.. u might think that I am exaggerating but it’s true.. tailors is so damn small and u can see every corner of the col in one glance man.. and the fun part is, they have 6( if I am not wrong) cheap and nice food court with good food.. and the hv their own pool tables and tennis courts.. I guess there are some others that I din get to see..
So I met up wit wee keat and shawn chong for lunch.. then, met qiu hua and she was busy with her assignment.. so, the 3 of us when for POOL… hehe… it was soooooooooooooooooo fun.. playing with them.. wee keat is real good and shawn as usual, real good bragger.. hahaha..
Then when to Vivo City with DHANISH!!! He spent his whole evening with me.. hehe.. our fav place is the LION SPITTING WATER place.. aka ESPLANADE.. hehe.. the view there was nice.. and romantic.. but not so romantic when I am with dhan.. haha.. ESPLANADE is B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L really nice.. felt like I am an artist when I was in there.. esplanade is only for emo ppl like me.. hehe.. I doubt many of you will agree with me.. hehe..
Okok.. now I sound like some kampong Malaysia girl visiting sg.. I am not a kampong girl ok? Haha.. I just simply like Singapore.. I like the place, but never the people.. I salute to their great leadership and government.. their ppl? nono.. not their ppl… I donno why, but I just don like it.. probably just like how they nvr like msia and bitch about msia..pls la! MALAYSIA is a GREAT place!!!! Ok.. not so great but I am proud to be a part of Malaysia.
My bro, cousin, Emily and I took bus home.. there were no empty seats when this uncle came up and stood right beside me.. I was tired after a long day.. my legs were pain and my eyes.. I cant keep it open.. haha.. so when uncle stood beside me.. I felt guilty.. really guilty.. and I donno y.. I felt like I should gv up my place for him.. but I din…. I tried to sleep but I couldn’t.. I felt so guilty.. u might think that I am so… FAKE? ! ok.. I don blame u.. coz I am a kind hearted gal if u know me well enough..
I gv out my seat.. uncle was so nice and he insisted if I am not alighting on the next stop he’ll not sit and I insisted him to sit.. coz he looked old and tired.. he’s an old man..
I always wonder what kind of life hv all these old ppl come through… the war and family problems.. poverty.. we will nvr know what kind of life they had.. they are brave ppl that we should respect..they might nt be nice when they were young, but we were taught to respect the elders. We should then be nice to them.. just becoz they are older.. it sounds ridiculous, but that is what we should do.. including me.. I donno if I’ll be able to do this but I’ll try my best and remember that we are what we are today becoz of them.. I believe in karma..

31/5
Came back to jb. When to zhi qi’s house and we went to jusco to meet liteng and cs.... if u ask me do I miss high sch life? Yes I do..i hope we could just stay at form4.. and yeah.. just form 4..no troubles.. hmmm…….. yes.. there were major prob when I was in form 4.. too many stuff happened and I thought I couldn’t cope.. I thought I’ll kill myself and die.. but I din.. hahaha.. long story to tell and those who knows me would know the story..