ASSes

hmmm..

first pair of bootyy

eee.. how much is this?

don try to take this away from me!
best waffle on earth
caught in act.. haha..



it was friday..



and i met up wit gorgeous ALEXXXXXXXXXX for max brener's


they sell the best waffles on earth.


look at the chocolate and fruits wit vanilla ice cream combo.. it is soooooooooooo gd.....


and of coz.. how can u forget the drinks we re having???


i am telling u.. the thought of it makes me crave for more max brener's..





then.


shopping was definitely in the intenary of the day.


smart Alex will tell me like.


yea.. it's nice. u need it. get it. don feel guilty coz u re gonna use it.


sooooooo..


i ended up buying boots. cosy sleepers for home. then clutch bag. and clothings.


coz they were soooo cheap and i got it for less then 10 bucks for each item. of coz expect for the boots.


stupid Alex.. make me buy so many things.


but i love her still. hehe..

pics only from my blog!!





flinders station

from VIV

swaston st in melb city!

tzu chi camp

melb uni (day before)
getting ready for camp

bus.. to lilydale

momba or mamba or sth festival in yarra river!!

super nice korean food!!

thanks to louis!

crazy waterdale-ians

esha jyn lorraine

st patrick's day

aka dress code: green

esha
renee flatmate

classmates!!

courtney

alex jyn courtney

la trobe uni!

my apartment

bunga raya tree!!

******

baby AMELIA

DOB 13/2/2008

first shower of her entire life

see..
i called my bf (zw) ytd..
then all of a sudden everthing is so familar again.
the way i talk to him.the tone of his voice.
then i now. i miss him a lot.
i was so happy after i talk to him. this has not happened when i talk to anyone else.
i realise that i love him so much. that he is irreplaceable.
the feelings he gave me and the love. i could feel it a hundred thousand miles away.
but what ever shit these guys told me. were shit-talk afterall. not sincere at all.

mr j and penguin re 2 gd examples.
if penguin is reading right now. he knows exactly how i feel.
i know that he totally get what i mean.
is not that i am trying to save my face after being dump. just that... erm.. this is really what i feel.
as for mr j. i guess it's just the matter of needed the attention. and like i am so used to taking care of the person beside me. as in calling and concern and all.
the fact is i don even like ( as in bf-gf type) him. i just needed someone. tom or dick or harry.

oh well..
the thing is. now thzt i am going to start working. so hopefully i don hv time to think of these rubbish and continue missing my dear dear bf back in jb..
if i were to choose only one of these guys to marry me. hehe.. it would definitely be him.
3 years of fondness and a whole year of love. how can it be compare??? going really strong and i din even notice till now.
alright then.. bye guys







i hate autumn. winter.
love summer.

i've been seeing someone for a week.
then now. i am left alone again.
hmm..
i just gotta learn my lessons and stay away from jerks huh?
when will i start learning. after so many times.
maybe i am just so used to being dump?
so used to giving too much even if i donno if i like him?
i swear i really donno if i like him.
i guess i just don like to be alone. and once i am into a relationship, i would not stop giving. too much maybe.
but how can u tell me not to gv so much? coz u don wanna pick me up in pieces?
that's just me. i know how to gv. and i certainly expect to get sth in return.
but busy? i cant handle busy men..
maybe lorraine's right? i have to see someone that has issues? get myself hurt?


















i wan a simple and sweet relationship.

for li teng.

no matter how hard is it, u have to make a decison.

a decision that u will never regret.

even if we might not like the idea of what u wanna do, but u know we will still be here for u.

because we love u. a lot.

we want u to get out the best in life.

sometimes, u just have to look at things at different perspective and put yourself in other ppl's shoes. then reconsider ur decision.

if u think that's the best thing to do. then do it.

you'll have us no matter what happen.

talk to more ppl, then maybe u'll know what u want in life.

love u. LOTS

i guess i've finally figured out why i lke summer in melbourne.

because i miss home.

so much.

i miss malaysian food.

i miss the weather.

i miss the rainy days.

i miss my xiao hei.

i miss mum and dad.

i miss my lao poS.

i miss everything in malaysia.

i miss the idea of it.

it's been a month.

and i wanna go home.

all of a sudden i've lost the ppl i could rely on.

to talk to here.

all of a sudden, i miss the person i was once so close wit. he is no longer here to comfort me.

all of a sudden, i know i have to be strong. i will have to hang on till next year.

i miss home.

i miss the ppl i'm familar wit.

i miss the guy that talks me to bed.

i miss the places that i am so familar and got sick of it.

i miss everything.

over and over again u tell yourself

u re not going to be so naive. again.

u re not going to fall for someone. again.

then. when it happens. it happens. again.

heartbroken. again and again.

woo hoo~
i've finally got my connection here.
in my room!!

check out my pictures from friendster.
cant be bothered to post the same photos for 2 times .

and yeah!!
so excited now!
goign for a movie.
so what's so excited? it's just a movie...
it'snot just a movie.
it's drive-in!!!
hv u ever watched GREASE? the AWESOME movie.
yea.
it's like that.. u get to watch movie in the car...
i am telling u.
this is like my first time i am going to do this. SUPER SUPER super super excited.
lol.. kampung gal is like this one la..
hahha..

and yeah..
uni...
oh well..
AAS is pretty boring which is basically about all the stuff that nurse needs to know..
and we had to do it like 2 hours in a row every week..
damn...
then API is about anatomy and physiology.
i love!!! this so much coz it's pretty much like bio..
and yea.. PHA.. PSYCHOLOGY
thank god i did psy last year!!
and LIL is just crap..

hmm...
gotta go get ready for my date.
=)

this is a special announcement to mr penguin.
i don know when was the last time u've visited my blog.
but anyway.
u'll see this one day..

i've change my blog because i am starting allover again.
my blog. my life.

i deserve to be happy.
more than u do.

frens is all wat u wan then be it.
we were better off as frens.

i was happy when i was with u.
now that i realise.
everything u gave me is sadness.

i should walk away

i am walking away

喜欢却很害怕读小外遇的部落格。
不知道为什么常常都有一丝丝的感动
他让我想念中学生涯， 还有家。
他的一字一句是那么的动人， 可以说是那么的贴近心底
仿佛就发生在自己的身上。
佩服 佩服

加油。 小外遇。

=）

miss me not??
haha...
i know i've been lacking of updating my blog.
but..
pls understand that i still don hv internet connection at home..
so...
yea..
i hv to be in uni to get online, check my email and stuff...

oh well,
second week of semester we've already starting with our assignments today.
super exciting........ my ass...
i am really nervous about all this..
assignments are freaking me out.. and my NICE flatmate.. is driving me crazy..
oh well.. she's not that bad.. just maybe just me.. that i am a tight arse person..
trained by my parents.. haha..
our apartment is super clean coz i am always the one nagging.. ahahha...

then i get super long weekends every week.
coz i don hv classes on friday!!
at all1!!!
my my last class of the week ends on thurs 1 o clock.. HHOOO RAYYYYYY!!
haha..damn happy with that..
which means,
i basically will do my groceries shopping on thurs after class.
then city to kepoh on friday..
doing nth at home on saturday and sunday..
guess i'll be visitng boxhill more often then coz i hv bi jia there and tzuchi activity to go to... since i basically hv like 12 hours of class during the whole week. when the others hv double my time..
that's why i hv tons of assignment i guess.. coz we'll hv more time to prepare then.

how i hope that i am earning aussie dollar here...
then i can shop like no one's business.... hahah...
oh ya..
i;ve got my working permit now.. so...
yeaHHH!! gonna get a part time job..

hmmm..
i guess that's all for now...

miss malaysia lots.....................

maybe we were never meant to be..

maybe you have never love me..

maybe you are still in love DEEPLY with her..

for penguin..

it's not telling you how I feel that scares me it's what you'll say back.

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you .

Why can't you just tell me how you feel, because how you act is confusing me. You walk by me like I'm no one, you smile at me like I'm anyone, you hug me like I'm someone... but kiss, the way you kiss me, its as if I'm the only one.

dear all,



hv been to aus for 4 days..

phew..

it's seriously wasnt easy at all..



first u hv to start making frens or u will be alone..

i mean somehow it's just make u feel uneasy toking to someone that speaks in a diff aaccent.

at least it wasnt easy for me at all..

just couldnt think of any conversation.

thank god i met nicholas chew ( yes.. my g13 class monitor, nicholas, the legend.. hahaha..) and martin who happens to be a student from SAM as well..

felt so happy when i could finally tok in the malaysian way.. haha..



so on the first day.

went to register at the ipo.

and there i met JENNIFER..

the chio,pretty and sweet korean gal..

she's nice la..

my aunt actually invited her over to her place..

and the second day.

jennifer taught me how to take bus and train to the campus.

can u imagine? it actually takes 2 hours for me to travel from my aunts house to campus....

crazy. which means back and forth would take me 4 hours..

and i am still so unfamilar wit everything..

it really needs a lot of guts to get home alone...

damn.. especially wit a blurr driver. it gets on ur nerve when u donno whr's the bus heading...

i am lucky to b home now. coz i almost got lost just now..

thank god i am moving in this sunday

to a apartment that is nearer to campus..



then..

the timetable.. i had totally no idea at all in arranging the timetable

so.. i went to the timetable helper and he basically did everything for me and the only thina i hv to do is to arrange the time.

and BOOKSS!!

trying to get some 2nd hand books so might be able to safe some money. hopefully..





speaking of money..

it's expensivee.... i mean everything

the transport fare is 10.10 dollar (rm 30.3)everyday.

then i register for a mobile phone line..

speaking of this i think it is quite worth.. coz i get a free phone.. se z610i..

i know it's not a great phone but let me finish this..

i get a free hp then i get to talk on the phone for 120 dollars everey month and i only pay 29 dollars..

how's that?? worth it isnt it? haha..

3 should pay me for promoting for them..

oh ya.. back to the money..

food here is super expensive so i guess by the time i am back in jb.. i will be a great cook!!

woo hoo~

till then..

with lots of love.

jyn

in a few hours time..
i'll be leaving..

had a 'yum cha' session wit my dearest frens before i leave..
going to miss msia so much..
especially the ppl here..
had so much of sweet memories wit them..

high school was super fun..
college was the greatest thing that happen to me.
then come uni..
so soon.
i thought it was not going to come so fast..
i've made a choice.
a life time choice which i might regret one day..
i am afraid that i would not be able to handle things well..
lives will be in my hand.. i have to be responsible.
i need courage and faith..
i hv to be more careful in whatever i do..
oh my god..
i cant believe i am taking this job..
phew..


good luck to JYN!!