ve been sleeping a lot these days..
fater fell sleep, i would just sleep and dream which is a bad thing to do
i mean from wat ms shoba said, dreaming means that your brain is not resting
god.. i do hope my clever,cute brain could ike rest for just 10 mins and i'll be happy with that*hehe*
aih....
aih...
aih...
i don reli know wat ot blog about ..
just.. feel like blogging.........................















ok.. suddenly rmb sth today in sch
my gd fren was crying over the stupid bf again
i'm sorry to say that but "honey, i care for you."
he selfish and nvr care of her feelings.
after the holidays, i tot they re ok for the tme being
the guy is gd to her and all.
but unfortunately.. he said mean things to her today
even when u re reali angry, u cant just tell ur gf that u don love her!!!!!
*ppppfffTTTTTT*
damn it!!!!
my fren is a sweet person..
she's nice and she cares for ppl
she has always been a gd fren to everyone.. guys are after her coz she's HOT!!and she has a bad tempered bf who's always upsetting her..
i know it's hard to just break up..
but the truth is,
when someone reli loves you, he wouldnt wan u to be sad
he would try his best to make u feel like the happiest girl on earth
if he reli loves you, he'll feel bad and sorry for what he had done
not yelling at you!!!
it's just plain bad and rude and.. i donno ..
why do u wan someone who doesnt love you?
losing someone who doest love you is better than him losing someone who loves him
it's his loss gal!!
audrey was right, he is just having fun hurting ur feelings.
honey, we just gotta arn to let go when it's the time to do so..
you were the one who told *** that "you shouldnt let them bully you. you should leave..."
and what re you doing now??
i know it's reli bad to say all these harsh words but you just gotta let him go..
trust me, i know how is it to be hurt by someone you love. u know i know don you?
it takes time, effort, tears and your heart..
but still, it's best if u can you just let him go..
sorry honey... just wanna tell you we all love you so much that we don wanna see you bullied by him.

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THIS

a brand new skin !!!
hehe...
it makes me feel fresh and happy and LOVE
hahaha..
sth wrong wit my previous skin so had to change
sorry to shereen and rachel coz i cant find ur links any where..
u guys gotta gv it to me again

nice? nice?
haha.. we all like our new blog skin don we?
then after a few weeks we'll just change another one and start to think that this is better than the previous one. haha..

damn it!!
i'm sick.. fever..
i hv no idea why coz i was fine and suddenly just went sick...
damn!!!
been sleeping the whole day..
i still hv maths to finish up but i doubt i'll do it tonight
and have moral test tmr..
god.......
i need a break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

handed in chem today and i've did my esl practise for tutorial
it all turn out to be just ok
and just after sch
i went out with jeff and his cousins
we went to watch FANTASTIC FOUR
it was really fantastic
i really love it a lot coz it was really exciting and thrilling
and JOHHNY is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOTTTT!!!
hehe.. HE is now officially my new dream guy!!! heheheheh..



i bought a pair of new heels!!! 50% off.. it's kinda worth it coz i like it!!
it's HOT RED.. hehe.

You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. son.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.




what do you say?
i say it's a good test.. hehe..
MY OWN HOUSE

给我的小外遇，

我们都受伤了
我们会比从前更坚强
不是要从此放弃爱情，而是应该知道你还没遇到对的人
受伤了，知道身边着关心你的朋友， 你会更坚强

最近心情都蓝蓝的
大概是刚开学，放了两个星期的假突然又上课了有点不适应
同房的搬了我真的很孤单
男人也压力太大， 最近心情不怎么样
成绩单象大便一样
没什么好事发生
想到我的jean海龟心情更是糟透了

太多的不愉快我们或许应该看看前方把昨日的事忘了
说得容易做得难， 我比任何人都清楚
至少我试过

但，我不放弃！！
小外遇，我们要一起加油、一起向前看
因为大家的日子都不好过
这样伤心的过日子我从来都不喜欢
还是开心最好
＝〕

i decided to let the pictures to tell the stories..
tired.. hehe
got presentation to prepare and assignment due on thurs..
so..
sorry just ask if u hv any questions..
take care...

10/06/2007
1 years and 3 months
is really long..
love u baby..

Ma'Daerah Trip
1st day
reach taylors around 8 sth and we start our journey around 9
phey xiu, sze man and i were talking and talking


then our first stop was at kuantan


we had the so-called famous curry laksa
though it wasnt bad... it wasnt as nice as jb's one and definitely too spicy for sze mann.. hheheh.. nevertheless, it was ok!


then we went to the beach...... it was so nice.. the beach was clean and white.. really white.. it was a sunny afternoon.. the 3 of us just roled up our jeans and jump into the water.. hehe... like some small kids.. haha.. and we found one kite at the beach and we picked it up and kept it.. in case we could fly it when we are in ma daerah...



we were having so much fun... i mean it was just toking and sleepign all the way
hehe..

then we've reached TERENGGANU, Kemaman











to be continue..
busy preparing for bio and esl presentation

QUIZ

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

it's gonna be a long long one.. and it's not even finish.. hehe...


4/6
紧紧的拥抱 我昏了头
紧张 担忧 幸福 交际着
害怕伤害了你们的心
懊恼 愧疚
这样的感觉很痛
请不要再抱我

27/5
Back to jb..
Ve been sleeping and reading Cleo on the bus..
Speaking about the bus.. something happened..
I was so sleepy which I donno why…. when I opened my eyes, I saw the bus driver at the toll and paying for the ticket
For your information, KONSORTIUM is a non-stop KL-JB bus trip..
So I assumed that we had reached skudai toll counter..
I packed my stuff and called my mum and tod her to come pick me up for the station.. I’ll reach in no time..
Then, I walked to the driver and told him, pls stop at Sri Skudai bus stop
The bus driver was looking rather confused and glared at me like I’m alien or sth.. I din reli bother and walked back to my seat.. when I was walking, most of the passengers were looking at me.... with doubts on their faces.. As I sit down I realized why every1 has been giving me the weird look.. we were only at YONG PENG!! Damn it! Damn it! I had to call my mum again to tell her my ‘malu’ story....
I don really know why am I so ‘blur’.. well, I’m just.... me… hehe...
Sometime, it’s good to be blur.. just trying to live the way you want no bother what ppl say.. well, not really not bother, but like.. erm.. just.. too blur to notice what ppl say about u… u’ll feel less hurt, giving you less trouble.. isn’t that a good thing???
CHEERS for the BLUR!!


29/5
I’m on my way to sg!!!!! Yeah!!! Ok.. no yeah.. I had to bring dinner to sg for my bros and in law.. in a huge bag.. when I say huge, I mean really huge.. can u imagine me carrying a big bag with 6 big containers.. I was so scared that the police officers might suspect that I am a drug trafficker or sth.. haha.. I know I think a lot.. and thank god, they din stop me and question me..

30/5
I when to SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC!! The school compound is so BIG!!! Really big!!! It’s like 3 or 5 taylors.. ok.. u might think that I am exaggerating but it’s true.. tailors is so damn small and u can see every corner of the col in one glance man.. and the fun part is, they have 6( if I am not wrong) cheap and nice food court with good food.. and the hv their own pool tables and tennis courts.. I guess there are some others that I din get to see..
So I met up wit wee keat and shawn chong for lunch.. then, met qiu hua and she was busy with her assignment.. so, the 3 of us when for POOL… hehe… it was soooooooooooooooooo fun.. playing with them.. wee keat is real good and shawn as usual, real good bragger.. hahaha..
Then when to Vivo City with DHANISH!!! He spent his whole evening with me.. hehe.. our fav place is the LION SPITTING WATER place.. aka ESPLANADE.. hehe.. the view there was nice.. and romantic.. but not so romantic when I am with dhan.. haha.. ESPLANADE is B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L really nice.. felt like I am an artist when I was in there.. esplanade is only for emo ppl like me.. hehe.. I doubt many of you will agree with me.. hehe..
Okok.. now I sound like some kampong Malaysia girl visiting sg.. I am not a kampong girl ok? Haha.. I just simply like Singapore.. I like the place, but never the people.. I salute to their great leadership and government.. their ppl? nono.. not their ppl… I donno why, but I just don like it.. probably just like how they nvr like msia and bitch about msia..pls la! MALAYSIA is a GREAT place!!!! Ok.. not so great but I am proud to be a part of Malaysia.
My bro, cousin, Emily and I took bus home.. there were no empty seats when this uncle came up and stood right beside me.. I was tired after a long day.. my legs were pain and my eyes.. I cant keep it open.. haha.. so when uncle stood beside me.. I felt guilty.. really guilty.. and I donno y.. I felt like I should gv up my place for him.. but I din…. I tried to sleep but I couldn’t.. I felt so guilty.. u might think that I am so… FAKE? ! ok.. I don blame u.. coz I am a kind hearted gal if u know me well enough..
I gv out my seat.. uncle was so nice and he insisted if I am not alighting on the next stop he’ll not sit and I insisted him to sit.. coz he looked old and tired.. he’s an old man..
I always wonder what kind of life hv all these old ppl come through… the war and family problems.. poverty.. we will nvr know what kind of life they had.. they are brave ppl that we should respect..they might nt be nice when they were young, but we were taught to respect the elders. We should then be nice to them.. just becoz they are older.. it sounds ridiculous, but that is what we should do.. including me.. I donno if I’ll be able to do this but I’ll try my best and remember that we are what we are today becoz of them.. I believe in karma..

31/5
Came back to jb. When to zhi qi’s house and we went to jusco to meet liteng and cs.... if u ask me do I miss high sch life? Yes I do..i hope we could just stay at form4.. and yeah.. just form 4..no troubles.. hmmm…….. yes.. there were major prob when I was in form 4.. too many stuff happened and I thought I couldn’t cope.. I thought I’ll kill myself and die.. but I din.. hahaha.. long story to tell and those who knows me would know the story..

no connection thus no updates when i am in jb..
but... manage to go online in my dad's col..
so.. just a short 1..
watch two movies this week!!
had my first movie this week in JUSCO with zhiqi, cheausuang and li teng
it was her bday!! hehe... 18 years old!! and she wanted to watch PIRATES!! and i tot that movie was Awsome!!!! really love that movie!!
and i swear that the cinema was so damn cold!!!!! really cold..
gotta put on more clothes if u're going to jusco for a movie
then my second movie of the week was SHREK 3!
watch wit ziwang and hang out with him in cs..
lotsa catch up to do.. haven see him in long long time...
and... some thing happen.. i'm not gonna say wat..
just sth..
hehhe...
gotta go now!!
take care peeps~
will be back in subang tmr!!

oh god..
been to the clinic for the 3rd time since the begining of the month..
RM 150 just flew away like this...
sad man.. i could do so much shopping wit 150..
had cirit-birit and vomit since ytd. and i had to sit for math exam today.. how SUAI is that??....
so in the end, i didnt do well as i couldnt really concentrate and i havent finish revising..
damn........

Mr Sheep aka Zhen Yang was so sweet..
he bought me a rose.. "GET WELL SOON"
so Sweet of him..
and of coz, u got one for e thing and 1 for val..
hehe..




try this..

Create your own Friend Test here

tired tired tired..
sooo.. tired.. we had SteAmboAt at YUEN in sunway yesterday
hv been waiting for this meal for quite sometime
they say it was delicoius
they say it was cheap
they say the chicken wings are superb
they say u need to Q to eat there
o gosh...
only the last and secong statement was true
it wasnt really cheap, it's just the normal price for steamboat buffet
jb one is soo much nicer.
even if i were to cook it would be nicer..
not nice not nice not nice.eewww...
but we had so much fun tho
it was YING ZHEN's 19 bday!!



we were making so much noise and singing and laughing and Q-ing for ice cream and all..
haha.. every1 was looking at us and there's these weird ppl actually snapping picture of us while we were waiting d ice cream.. Y? Y? i hv no idea..
probably enjoy looking at us youngster who hv so much energy to make so much noise.. hehhe..
gotta finish up my psychology by today..
tata..

jyn
February/15/1989
Female



You are Red Tiger who is friendly and cheerful person.
You tend to be straight forward, and are kind and generous to others.
Generally speaking you are philanthropist, and you possess feminine attraction that makes men turn around.
When you are young, you have gentle and pure atmosphere, but as you get older, you start to show individuality.
Your personality will turn into someone who likes taking care of people, tolerant, and bold.
Unlike your friendly outlook, you have rational mind, and can even observe your parent objectively and coolly.
You don't like to be adventurous, and prefer to lead consistent life.
But you hold great ideals.
You don't try to act actively, and keeps your own pace.
You are not influenced by emotions, and can live life with perseverance.
Your weakness is that you tend to be inconsistent and lack responsibility.
You can stand on top of people and look after the others.
You have great talent in making the atmosphere lively and cheerful.
You dislike being given instructions and told what to do.
After getting married you will create a warm family, but you will still like to work outside too.

离家出走
曲：雷颂德 词：林　夕
专辑：缘邀知音
--------
★ aranlz

豁出去漫游 不通知亲友
那快感少有 那管想去多久
好得你未够 于这里闷透
才誓死跟你 逛尽地球

何必每件壮举 都需要理由
伴你去出走
快活而内疚 不管举世追究
愿扣上你双手
自繁华浪处 到沙丘恋爱
能有幸这样放肆 至足够

别再管谁咒你 曾经荒谬
闯荡异地 亦未枉相恋
超出烦恼的禁忌
是世上人不理
想早晚能见你 曾经反叛
也是我运气 天与地
如老了不再飞
无那份勇气

怕一世未能 沙沥中拥吻
有了你先有 这最凄美质感
纵使有地震 不因我犯禁
谁话你坏人不减吸引

明知我做错过的 总要奉还
但我爱一眼
有自由后叹 都深刻过不散
让你我似走犯
在穷途入教堂 进上帝
求你让我共爱侣过更多晚

代价高仍爱你 曾经荒谬
闯荡异地 亦未枉相恋
超出烦恼的禁忌
是世上人不理
想早晚能见你 曾经反叛
也是我运气 天与地
渡过约束抛开生死
这样也许了不起 但有一日
轰烈乏味 就让彼此都别恋
他人也不忘记 别个再没法比
分过后能放弃 回家安乐
过亦有运气 不顾忌gay
才了解喜与悲
能以后铭记

人有天总怕死 才注定别离



a song by wei lan..
darn darn nice!!
but i actually prefer the gal that sings in station 1..
her voice is like so.. power..
still learning how to sing..
got some problem wit my cantonese..
haha..
need to go back to my work..
it's a must down load song!!

malu malu malu
had my break wit NicHolas Tan today..
it's been months since the last time we hang out togather.
mok join us for a short while too...
my god..
they make me miss high school so much!!

and PEOPLE PEOPLE!!
it's JIA YIE'S 18th BDAY!!!


happy bday sweetie..
i doubt u'll be reading this but i guess lee liteng will tell u
hahaha...

and about my malu thing............
ah...................
my godnes..............
ahrgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so malu..
i was walking today and ther's this guy talking while swinging his hands..
so.. when i walk pass him,
his hands was like *opps* accidentally hit my big *tut tut*
i din even bother to look at him and just walk away
y cant he just talk properly
y does he need to swing his hands??
eewwwwwwwwww..........
i felt like i've just been molested........
god...........

damn it!
i received a call from my my early in the morning..
damn! but a bad day to start with a conversation like that.. well.. it's not about my mum but is about someone else
a person who i take as a good fren..
no... not good.. is BEST fren...
damn man damn!
seems like i am the only person who has been missing the days we had and wanted to catch up wit her sooo much..
i gave her the best i can but in the end this is wat i get
perhaps there's some sort of misunderstanding
but still... i feel like shit
i cant call her coz my mum told me not to..
so.. probably ll just leave it this way..
i shall see when she call me the next time..
i just miss her..
n i love her.. my dearest fren....




need so CHoppY right now...
Choppy is like one of my favourite cartoon these days..
sad... coz there's only 12 episode..
http://www.choppy.co.kr/animation/choppy3.html
it makes me feel so much better.. =)

n xiao wai yu he's going to matriks then after that he's going to CANADA for jpa
so COOL!!!
damn.. now i regret not doing well in spm... hahaha..
but nvm.. i enjoy life in taylors though..
take care.. xiao wai yu!!!

omg..
i know my blog is dying
but u know wat
i actuallytried to update my blog a few times,
but everytime when i am done
the computer starts giving me trouble
danmn

so i gave up...

ok.. since i've finally get to update now..
i've tons of stuffs to update
1. i've handed in my ESL !!!! hehehe... no more SHOPPING ADDICTION *my ESL topic*don tell me it's interesting it's not!

2. i've just finish my common test 2 on ........ forgotten when, but anyway i've improve a bit.. hehehhe... happy happy happy

3. Bio Assingment Dateline is on tuesday DAMN IT !!! my work log still not done yet

4. Chem's outline is due on tuesday TOO.... gosh

5. i using MY OWN LAP TOP hehehe... no need to share share wit my room mate

6. jia yie's bday is on monday..., sad... cant celebrate here.....

7. holiday is soooooooooooo comin... sadly after my MID TERM EXAM which is in 1 week time.. n i'm still having my own sweet time watching ANTM on youtube.

8. we are having steamboat tmr!! looking forward to it. Will be meeting ker yi

9. zi wang is suddenly back in my life again. which make me kinda lost sometimes.. thinking wat i really want.. he makes me crazy...

10. my roomate has receive her JPA scholarship. she's goigng to US.. b4 tat she'll be leaving for inti next month to do her foundation. which leaves me alone... ROOMATE NEEDED.. sad sad sad... finally just get used to her n now she's leaving... sad sad sad.. no more roomate goona sing wit me in the middle of the nite.. aih......

11. wat else... let me think think think .. OH YEAH! Yesterday 10th of May is me and my baby's 1 year and 2 months anniversary...

12. it was TEACHER's DAY last THursday.. and me.. jyn in taylors and jiani in jb dressed like a clown and danced like MR bean.. i am soo brave!! hehehe..
to check out the pictures, pls visit my friendster.. only one of my clown picture is there.

13. tried uploading the pictures a few time but it din work... aih... pls gv me some more time... hv lots of pic to upload..

k.. guess that's all........
will post the pics asap!
chao........